Amanda. 20 years old. Owner of 2 spoiled dogs. Lives in western NY. Madly in love with her fiance Randy. Studied 2 years at college for informatics and will continue sometime in the near future. Opinionated, sensitive, emotional, loyal, dedicated. Sicky sick, teh date, breaking up, werkz, xmas, moooooonaaaaay!
It’s time to update agaaaaaaaain. YAYAYAYA. If only I was feeling that great. I’m not though, in the least. I’m still very very sick. I took a turn for the worse last night when i was sleeping. I woke up at 5:00am with a killer headache that put me in tears. Mike tried to make me feel better but eventually falling back to sleep was the only thing that helped. I had to get up at 7 for work at 9 though… and now I’m here and have to be here until 3 and I don’t WANNA damnabit.I gave up my 1-3 shift, hoping someone takes it because I can do another 2 hours. I don’t know if I can do another 5. I just… need to go relax. I don’t feel very good at all. My head hurts, coughing is killing me, i took 2 zyrtec when i got here so I’m drowsy as hell, and I’m congested like there’s no tomorrow. Please get better before Monday? I don’t want to be sick for Christmas. That’s no good at all.
I do get paid today. My check is supposed to be on the $600 mark, we’ll see what happens. I really don’t get to enjoy much of it, as the great majority is going towards bills. :’( Pooey. But I’ll have a nice relief off my back, even though I still have 2 huge ones not getting paid till next month. They’re not accumulating any longer though, that’s always good right? I owe Randy some money for my car fixing and my parts cost almost $100, it sucked somewhat. I’ll live though. He saved me tons of money from what a garage would charge, it took him 6 hours. $300 @ $50/hr and that’s being cheap.
So tomorrow we’re going on a mini date. We’re going to this really pretty pond he was telling me about and to Chinese because he’s been wanting to try this place out. Sooooooooo, it should be fun. I’m really excited for it. Not sitting too well with mike, but what guy does want his girlfriend to go out on a date? I’m not sure where Mike and I stand really, tomorrow will be a big factor. I’m not so sure if he tries anything I’m going to stop him, I kind of want him to. :-\ It makes me feel shitty but i guess it’s because my relationship is so crappy at this point and the future looks dismal. I’ll have to update tomorrow evening/afternoon, we’ll see though. *schoolgirl squeal*
Uhh, what else… I dropped my 8am class next semester. So I get an extra hour and a half of sleep AND i’m only doing 7 classes. Yes, fun stuff. I’m still waiting on my linux grade but right now I have an A- in history, A in stats, and an A in earth science. I’m thinking that Linux will be a B, but it’s 87/100 so I have absolutely no clue right now. We’ll see.
I’m gonna go mope in my sorrows and hope someone takes that shift so once noon hits I can jet and go home. :’( Damn sinuses or cold or whatever the hell I have.
December 21st, 2006 at 1:08 pm
No problem about the screenname thing, it was quite humerous actually. However, I really hope whoever I was talking to isn’t as immature and sick minded as they spoke. hahaha.
December 21st, 2006 at 9:07 pm
So Mike knows you are going with this guy?
I hope everything works out, and he becomes a good friend if nothing else. It may help you realise how much you want or do not wnat to be with Mike.
Either way, I wish you luck, keep me posted, and take care ♥