Fuck being easier.

I got kicked out of visiting him at 2:30 when I was supposed to leave at 4:00 because we were cuddling on his bed and kissing. Making out and laying down are big no nos and supposedly we were yelled at 3 times. We were told ONCE not to be fondling and the door had to be all the way open. It was. He was sitting up, me laying down and we had space in between us. They made me leave. I’m probably not welcome back.

That means It’ll be over a month before I get to see him again. I think I give up. I really do. I can’t deal with not seeing him. I’d rather him be in jail, that way no one is fuckin’ saying one thing and doing another. Crotchety old nurses… wtf.

I’m going to go cry myself to sleep.