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Well it’s now Wednesday evening. Valentine’s day aside, it’s just another day. I’m not depressed because it is and I don’t have anyone to celebrate with because he’s in rehab but I am depressed just because I am.

I skipped all 5 of my classes today because dad wouldn’t let me go to school, weather being bad and all. That’s not really the problem, I got to sleep in until like 2:00pm and it was phenomenal because I like sleep and lots of it. The problem is that when I don’t leave the house for a day or two I go nuts with boredom and depression because getting out makes me.. i dunno. It helps a lot so I try to do it daily but with today’s weather it was absolutely a no way in hell deal. I did get woken up at 7:30 by Randy calling to wish me Happy Valentine’s day but after 10 minutes I told him that I appreciated it but I was going back to sleep and I’d talk to him tonight. He’ll be calling in about 20 or 30 minutes.

I got my student loan money in my account which helps me out tremendously. I’ve paid off the major things due and now am comfortable sitting at $1800 with $80 in my paypal account, $10 in my purse, and $350 in paychecks coming to me tomorrow. The only thing I really owe major is my mom $160 for the phone bill and that’ll be taken care of tomorrow I imagine. I also have to work tomorrow from 3-6, ew. I’m not looking forward to driving home in the dark. This weather still sucks. I’m ready for spring. I’m not quite sure if I’m going to spend anything in my account either. I really dont have a desire to at the moment but I was going to go with a new computer, specifically building one from the ground up but that idea is ceased at the moment. Can’t explain why, it just is. I can do it for around $700 with everything I want as prices have dropped since I originally priced everything. I think the depression is what’s hitting me right now. It can sit there, not hurting anything. It’s helping if anything.

I just want him out to be honest. He’s got 20 days left there and we have 3 more visits before he gets moved (I am allowed back to see him btw) where he claims he can get an hour or two pass daily along with a weekend pass once a month and more phone usage because you use calling cards so we’ll see how that works out. Hmmm. It’ll really be nice since when he gets into AtWater and through the 2 week *no seeing* anyone period it’s going to be the end of March and then I’ve got a month of school so I’ll have monstrous amounts of free time in which to see him for an hour or two.

School’s been fine for the most part. I go to class a lot more than last semester. (Hahaha) I got my Geo Exam grade back today and it was an 82.2 which is an A- but an A is an 85 so if I get like an 88 on the next exam it should level it all out to bring my grade up. I’ll just study a bit harder and since I know what his exams are like now, I’m likely to do a lot better. I don’t think that’s too bad for not studying until the evening before, eh? Comm and Soc are being worked on, hopefully I did similar on them.

With that I’m going to go read some history (oh how orgasmic!) and probably spray something. It smells like oil and gas in here from Pat’s coat. On a good note, he’s fixing my snowmobile this weekend so I could have some fun times coming up soon. Hahah. Let’s just hope I don’t hurt myself in the process.

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