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Right now my attitude and mood combination are not in a good frame. I haven’t updated in nearly 2 weeks because nothing interesting has been going on besides the usual work and hanging out with Pat/Heather on the occasional days. Throw in a couple other friends and significant others and that is usually how I spend my nights and every couple days. Add in a bit of weed every other day or so and last night we mixed some alcohol into it and I got a bit tipsy before passing out.

Overall I’m just frustrated with life. I hate that Randy is away from me, he has court on Tuesday where he’ll be sentenced. Then I’m just… I’m sick of it. I’m sick of the drives up there, gas money each way, having him here for such a short time period only to be ripped away from my arms yet again. I want him here, home with me damn it. It’s been almost 7 months and I want it all to be over.

But I guess that’s life… right? I managed to find a car charger for my cell phone so I can stop worrying about that. I have quite a few things that need to get done and shit that’s bugging me…

• Come up with $198 to settle the car loan balance. They’ll let me throw out $4,000 if I can come up with it so… yeah
• Come up with money to get the brakes and sending unit on my thermostat replaced so I can pass inspection
• I have court Wednesday morning @ 9:30 but I have to work from 7-4
• I need to get this form faxed to my insurance company so I can get the money they owe me back for June/july/august of my focus being insured
• I missed 2 days of work this week. One b/c I was throwing up and the other because I had a seizure and therefore lost out on approximately $125
• There is tons of drama at work surrounding Jeremy and Emerald I’m being drug into and I’m sick of it and on the verge of quitting once I have a reliable vehicle and my job in Buffalo stable
• I’m angry at the world for the above reasons and I can’t figure out how to remedy anything in the short term

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