Let’s see if I can muster up an entry here to keep with the blog every day deal. I’ve been sleeping a lot lately but not on a normal schedule. I don’t like getting up at noon but it’s what I end up doing because I’m up late until 2-3am. Bah.

So far today has consisted of eating breakfast at noon, watching a soap opera, and killing time on the internet. I also showered and will be going with mom tonight to apply at the pizza place that is hiring which I saw in Friday’s daily news. Maybe I’ll get something. Anything is a job right now, money is my #1 stressor.

On the Randy front I’m doing pretty good. I think I’ve come to accept that he’s gone and not coming back anytime soon in my mind and I have to just deal with it. The visits every 2 weeks will be enough to keep us going. I just have to think of all those people who have military deployments and such and have to go months without seeing their loved ones. I have to go 2 weeks and I get 6 hours of time with him. Then he’ll be home for good you know?