Well I made up my mind and without going into details because a couple other details have surfaced in the past 2 days, I’m not telling him. I don’t really want to completely explain ALL of it because I feel very repetitive but after careful consideration and some opinions from friends whom I feel very close to and trust very much, I think it’s for the best. Considering the circumstances of where he is, where I am, and all of what is going on I think it wouldn’t help anything and if he needs to know it will come out eventually. He doesn’t need this on top of being in prison, if anything it will cause him detrimental effects in his program which needs to be his top priority. If you have a different opinion or want more details, to talk about it, whatever feel free to IM me on AIM: silvergirl0007 or shoot me an email at silvergirl0007@gmail.com I’m open to opinions and different points of view and I’m taking everything in.

Otherwise I just spent a night at Andrea’s and had a lot of fun hanging out NOT around my house for once. I got a night of complete relaxation although some drama surfaced but meh, it’s life. I still had fun and then came home to my new computer which I had to complete putting together and now I’m running Vista with 4 gigs of RAM, a KICKASS video card, and a 2.6 dual core AMD. ;) This computer is totally orgasmic and the fact that I built it from the ground up with no help makes it 10x more satisfying. I’m busy reinstalling all my programs and games now, it’s taking quite a bit. Oh, I got contacts today too and I’m still adjusting. I always feel like it’s not in correctly or backwards, hopefully as time goes on I’ll be more comfortable in them.

I’m so tired right now, *yawn* but I feel that this task at hand is going to be a pain to finish so I’d rather have it done tonight and relax tomorrow enjoying the awesomness.

Is it sunday yet? I need to see Randy… for oh so many reasons and such. I haven’t written him a letter all week because I don’t want anything that I DO discuss (he is getting some of this told to him, not the worst though) to be misinterpreted without me there to talk to him about it. I MUST remember to call Summit tomorrow though. I have to be positive he’s getting a visit this week, I refuse to drive 4 hours each way for nothing.