Haha, I spoke too soon I see. Carrie now messaged me saying that she and her bf don’t feel Dillion should be “put through that” and if Randy wants to see him he can wait until he gets out and “Keeps his ass out of trouble”. Whatever. I’m sick of these childish games. If that’s what she wanted why the heck did she message me last night AND talk to me on the phone all cooperative and all about this idea. Again, whatever. I don’t have time for this crap. She has CPS watching her right now… let’s just hope she mucks up somewhere along the lines and Randy’s papers to get custody end up with us coming out on top of this and he can get custody. She’s a wackjob.

That, on top of drama involving John…. is bringing me to the breaking point. I feel like I’m going to puke, cry, and scream all at the same time. I think soon enough I’m gonna go write a letter and bawl my eyes out while I do. Listen to music while doing it… hope I can fall asleep early tonight so I can wake up tomorrow morning with his phone call. *sigh* I talked to Heather a bit tonight, it made me feel better. We caught up on a few things, talked shit over, we’re doing good. She mentioned that the holiday inn is hiring for like 4-5 different housekeepers that they want to get trained before the summer season starts. So I’m going to head over and apply there on Monday most likely. Wish me luck on that. Afterall, it’s not like I have the skills to get business funding and apply it towards something big. Yet. Maybe once I graduate from college and my life settles down a bit in the craziness area.