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Thanks to the lovely Reese I now have a new layout up. I was getting sick of the purple and black, well, not really but the black isn’t exactly light and airy like spring is. With the changing of the seasons I thought it was time for a new look. I don’t know how to get the flickr code though, if anyone could let me know how to do that I’d greatly appreciate it. Unless it’s a paid account only thing, in which case, I’m S.O.L.

Speaking of change, my mom has been talking about making changes to the house. I recently painted my bedroom and got a new bed set (I PROMISE pics are coming as soon as I get my new bed AND my wall of pictures done). She wants to paint and border her room, maybe get some different carpet, and we definitely need to get some new windows and doors. Ours are horrible for insulation and let SO much cold air in. Maybe when we get a new door we’ll go with Schlage doorhandles to spice up the look.

I thought that the drama in my life had calmed, and in a way it HAS but in other ways… uh no. Andrea and I still talk on the phone, John is back where he lives with his girlfriend or whatnot. Well, from what I’ve heard John and his girlfriend are pretty sick minded individuals. They keep starting things and telling Andrea ALL these things like they want to get a hold of Randy and send him fake conversations or messages to try and break us up. He wants to send him a picture John and I have taken together (Innocently) that makes it look like we’re a couple to “incriminate me”. Apparently Randy is desperate for being with me and “Amanda doesn’t deserve him” (As said from John’s gf. Supposedly she thinks he’s hotter than hell and “If he had me for one night he’d never go back to Amanda”) All these childish comments are getting on my nerves and they’re pissed off b/c I blocked them on myspace and AIM on both mine AND Randy’s accounts (Actually, I think I’m going to be deleting in a few days). They’ve even gone as far as to say they want to find Heather and Pat to try and spread shit with THEM. *eyeroll* These people are 26 and 38, I thought this crap happened in HIGH SCHOOL. I know they have psychological issues but lately I’m wondering if maybe they’re on something and need drug rehabilitation as well. I’d just like them to LEAVE ME ALONE and if they find a way to contact me harass me I’m not going to hesitate to get a restraining order, especially if I end up having custody of Dillion. God…

I haven’t had too much to write lately because life has been relatively boring. We went from 60F on Monday to a total ice storm last night. Bah! It was so cold in here that I had 3 blankets on me and a space heater blowing on my feet. Now it’s hot in here, never a comfortable medium ever. I braved the wind today to go get the mail and of course it was worth it, I got a letter! His letters always put a smile on my face. He gave me a quiz to do, as a mini “about me” and he even included a picture that he traced out. It fits the situation, I scanned it into the computer. It’s not perfect but very thoughtful and cute. I also have a picture of the ice on our porch last night (It lasted 6 hours!) I think I need to take a few new pics of myself but I’ve been thinking constantly about different methods on how to lose weight and have read a couple like the programs such as weight watchers or nutrisystem but don’t know what path I’m going to take as of yet. I do know that I’m not happy with the way that I look even if a certain someone seems to think that I’m “perfect”. Pff, far from.

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