I mentioned either yesterday or the day before that I was on the verge of snapping. It’s getting worse.. and worse. I’m frustrated that I sought out mental health in December and they required me to be in counseling a month and it took a month before I even got assigned… and here it is March 20th and I won’t be on anything until April. I’m going to FLIP OUT. Everything is getting to me.

Randy calling everyday while I’m not home when he KNOWS i’m gone… for god knows what reason, questions about my future in relation to education, lack of having a job, and my brothers in the other room playing their new PS3 game Call of Duty 4 with the sound turned way up loud. I’m sure if we stuck a plasma tv mount and a plasma tv upstairs in their room then they’d go back up there and give us some peace and quiet.

I snapped on Randy earlier… I’m going to flip out and I need to find something, anything to combat this. *head slams into desk* Oh… and I’m 2 days late on my period. Lovely, right?