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I got some more good news tonight. Randy called me and told me he was granted the waiver and given an index number so he can FILE HIS DIVORCE! That’s the $210 fee waived and the rest of them will be too. Suh-weet! He has 4 months to file and summon all that crap but within 2 weeks it will be on the next stage. Now we can hope that Carrie doesn’t fight it. That is going to be a HUGE burden off of both of our chests. That makes me want to go celebrate, especially if I get the job tomorrow, maybe i’ll go and start saving for a Bose home theater system? We intend on getting an apartment so might as well buy stuff to put in it.

OMG! I have an interview. It’s at 10am tomorrow. I’m so ecstatic. I applied at Darien Lake like… 2 months ago? Mom checked the voicemail yesterday and I called back just now. It’s at the hotel/lodging section for a gate operator which is basically making sure someone has a pass to enter before opening the gates and a few other minor duties. It’s a night shift job which is kinda important. I’ve NEVER been a fan of that shift because it throws of sleeping and everything BUT you know what? It’s a job and I need one. Not only that but I know I won’t be able to get weekends off so if I work until 7am I can still go and see Randy and arrive by 10am. So I’ll be able to get a visit in every other weekend.

Now I keep thinking of money.. and not even spending it. I’m sure I could browse around for some Overstock coupons and buy a bunch of stuff I really don’t need but want however i’ll say 75% of it at first is going to be applied towards debt and getting my credit cards all caught back up so my credit rating can return to a decent status. I’m a happy girly today. Oh yes I am.

I found out something interesting tonight. Most of you know what went down with John right? Well his girlfriend messaged me tonight and told me that I don’t have to worry about him contacting me anymore because he’s back in jail with 3 charges on him. He hit her and she had to have stitches and has a black eye as well. *shudder* I saw the pics b/c she showed me on myspace. It opened my eyes a lot to how dangerous he is. I guess he’s facing 7-10, good riddance to him. I hope he rots. His gf and I never got along but I’m trying to reach out to her because people in domestic violence relationships see things differently than the outside and need support I think. I hope she cuts all ties with him though, she said she will and her bruises will heal along with her heart. I hope so.

I’m extremely shaken up over this though. I even started crying earlier because I was warned by SO many people when I was messing around with him and I ignored everything. Hell, I saw him attack Andrea and I STILL wouldn’t accept it. He could’ve had a Swiss Army knife on him and gotten angry at me over something petty and what could’ve happened? I have tears forming in my eyes at this moment worrying… thinking… I’m just glad that I didn’t get that involved with him and I’m safe and have my loving fiance who would never lay a hand on me other than in a loving way. Some women aren’t that lucky but they should be, because NOBODY deserves that.