I found out something interesting tonight. Most of you know what went down with John right? Well his girlfriend messaged me tonight and told me that I don’t have to worry about him contacting me anymore because he’s back in jail with 3 charges on him. He hit her and she had to have stitches and has a black eye as well. *shudder* I saw the pics b/c she showed me on myspace. It opened my eyes a lot to how dangerous he is. I guess he’s facing 7-10, good riddance to him. I hope he rots. His gf and I never got along but I’m trying to reach out to her because people in domestic violence relationships see things differently than the outside and need support I think. I hope she cuts all ties with him though, she said she will and her bruises will heal along with her heart. I hope so.

I’m extremely shaken up over this though. I even started crying earlier because I was warned by SO many people when I was messing around with him and I ignored everything. Hell, I saw him attack Andrea and I STILL wouldn’t accept it. He could’ve had a Swiss Army knife on him and gotten angry at me over something petty and what could’ve happened? I have tears forming in my eyes at this moment worrying… thinking… I’m just glad that I didn’t get that involved with him and I’m safe and have my loving fiance who would never lay a hand on me other than in a loving way. Some women aren’t that lucky but they should be, because NOBODY deserves that.