I got my new phone today but I can’t use it because the Verizon system isn’t letting me activate it. The account is in Randy’s name and under his social, I have his social security number and you need the last 4 digits to activate the phone. I’m putting those in along with the billing zip code and guess what, no dice. It’s giving me an error for some screwy reason. It’s quite frustrating and a representative won’t talk to me about it because he’s not here to speak directly to them. So when he calls tonight I’m going to ask him to verify it for me and if it’s the right one I have written down then I’m going to try talking to them AGAIN and if I can’t do anything they’ll get their phone mailed back to them and that contract will be nixed. I’m so incredibly irritated with them right now. I’d like to begin using my phone since I don’t know… I did just PAY for it.

Otherwise I had an appointment at mental health today that went well I guess, I’m supposed to write down a chart of “I think this.. therefore I feel that” and write now I’ve got a whole slew of anger going on for frustrating systems. We had to run errands today as well which is long and exhausting. Mom bought a bunch of healthy food because I’m going to try to follow the spark people meal plan laid out for this week. We’ll see if it makes any difference along with exercising of course.

Randy and I talked last night about our wedding, I think we’ve decided on June 2009 and we’re doing it at the park. We discussed who we’d want to be in the wedding party and then we got onto the topic of rings. I’ve shown everybody what mine is going to look like, but if you want a reminder check out my flickr. It’s a little over $250. Randy was thinking that he makes $40/month at his “job” in there so he’ll have either just enough or more than enough to be able to afford the ring as soon as he gets out. I think it’s cute that he wants to save up while he’s in there like that. He wanted me to look for some rings for him but there are so many varieties that I’m not sure whether to look at titanium rings, gold, silver, or anything. I think that’s something we’re going to worry about once he gets out and can pick his own.

Right now I’m just ready to flip my top. My anger level is sky high over this ridiculous system not working.