I don’t know what the heck to do right now. I’m so frustrated right now. Randy had someone call me from their cell (His buddy has his girlfriend call) and tell me that he absolutely needs to see me tomorrow. Apparently I’m the only one who can fix whatever is going on and things could possibly be in jeopardy? It’s confusing as heck and stressing me out like CRAZY. I don’t know whether he is just trying to guilt trip me so I can go down and see him or if it’s genuinely something important that is going on. :’( This is KILLING me.

I just want things to pick up in some areas and slow down in others. I want to go back to school and get that going and going. There’s so much when I’m up there besides classes. Work if I go back, clubs, get togethers, and things like the trade show displays that are going on with employers and vendors. It’s a whole slew of stuff, never a dull moment. Maybe it’d make things a bit easier to handle. On the same level, I don’t like this stress and annoyance with not knowing wtf is going on. I feel like I’m going to be sick. We’re supposed to be doing jello shots again tonight and I just put them in the fridge. We got bluberry, orange, grape, and some melon tropical stuff going on. *shrug* All I know is that I don’t think I can get into it with mom, stacy, and lisa like we do on Fridays. We’ve officially coined it “Jello shot Friday”. Haha.