Well today is the day we decide what happens with Dillion. I’m so uncertain about a ton of things like what the judge is going to say about me and him being engaged while he’s married (although they’re separated), his prison impacting the custody, whether or not they’re going to even consider what we want, and most importantly how is he doing? At 11:00am I’m going to find out. It’s 7:30 and mom and I are both showered and ready to go but waiting for dad’s check to arrive so we can. I’ve always got this whole nerve thing going on right now but it’s even worse right now. I’m wearing khaki pants, a polo, and my vans skater shoes because it’s not like I own any Gucci women’s shoes or anything like that. I’ve always been a plain person and have a very relaxed and simple dress style. However, it wouldn’t hurt to own a pair of Gucci women’s shoes for special occasions or ones where professional attire may be required. Perhaps once I start working I’ll look into it a bit more.