I knew working 11-7 was going to bite me in the rear somehow and it has. I am downright exhausted right now at 5am and I can’t sleep. I did strength training at 3am, laid in bed for awhile and couldn’t sleep so I’m back up and talking to Mikey *or maybe i should say ranting a bit* hoping soon I’ll be able to pass out. I think tomorrow… errr today? I’m going to have to get up early so I can get semi-normal for the week or it’s gonna be a rough time. I’m also thinking I’m getting hot and cold flashes. One minute I’m on fire and the next I’m shivering. What’s wrong with me lately? I also have a killer headache and don’t have any hopes of getting any cool “toys” like a Kawasaki Teryx anytime soon because my finances are all over the place and are causing me to stress out which is THEN being passed on to Randy and causing our relationship to be blah temporarily. My mind is all over the place just like this entry. I went hop, hop, hop from topic to topic. Maybe a more coherent issue on why I’m feeling so stressed out financially and relationship wise will follow. I think it might need some clearing up and some advice too.