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I miss some things of living on my own like dealing with all the finances that surrounded it, not having irritating people around, and just the feeling of independence that someone has when they’re living on their “own” away from their parents. Financially we had an issue though so we had to get a room mate and him and his girlfriend decided that they were going to bring their friends over and use our kitchen table to play beer pong and I’d come home to beer cans and cups everywhere. They might have benefited from having a portable beer pong table to store away when the party time was all said and done. I won’t ever have any experience with this but it’d be a unique gift for someone who is into the whole partying thing. With Randy being on parole in November and all of that I think it’d be a bad idea to bring something like that around.

You remember I just talked about how irritating Randy’s family was being? I got an update today that his brother got beat up and I wonder why??? The people they hang out with and their behaviors they indulge in are ALL drama filled and they asked for it. I was upset when Pat left and moved out and we stopped hanging out because I felt shunned and almost like I lost my big brother but at the same time it’s a blessing. The trouble with the law, trouble amongst each other, and all their issues are way too intense for me. I have enough on my plate and I like my quiet life that stays in the country. So drama, stay in Batavia!

I have to work tonight from 11pm-7am and then again tomorrow. I shouldn’t complain but I’m still sick from Wednesday and don’t feel like sitting up all night. I’m glad there’s no one out there with me, I’m not much in the mood for socializing tonight. Hopefully I’ll get a few guests though so I’ll stay somewhat busy. If not, I’m taking my brothers PSP with me again. So this weekend I’ve got 2 days, next weekend will be 3, and then we just keep going up and up. I do want a weekend off soon though, I miss Randy loads and I need to see him. The LONGEST we’ve ever gone without seeing each other is 18 days and that was in December. I’m not seeing him next weekend b/c I KNOW I’m working already so the earliest I can see him is the 25th of May and if I have to work? Then not until June 8th because June 1st is Splash Lagoon weekend. Wow.

This is hard, no doubt. All I can think of 90% of the time is how good it’s going to feel to be able to hug and kiss him without being watched. Just embrace him without worrying that a CO is going to say we’re too close or hugging too long. I’ve got 6 1/2 months to go but on the good note, on June 1st we’ll officially be halfway through all of this crap. I paid GTL $75 today too so that’s a guarantee that my phone is paid up until mid June. I just talked to him actually, I worry about him in there. He is always so down and out and I can’t change that no matter WHAT I do. It’s all on him. 203 days left though as of today, Tuesday gets us out of the 200’s and down to another milestone. We talked about getting married again tonight and I brought up wedding bands and things like location and stuff that we’ve already discussed. Our newest thing though? If you read the last entry you’ll know why but he and I agreed that his family isn’t invited. It might cause problems but it’s OUR wedding and it’s what WE both want.

I’m just about ready to take off for a long night of work though. Have a good evening everyone. :-p

I bought my wii back in February of ‘07 and I just started having an interest in playing it. Well, I bought cooking mama for it today with my first paycheck and it’s very entertaining. Nevermind that I had to go to 4 different stores before I found it at walmart. I know when Walmart is in town it’s difficult for people to take advantage of a franchise opportunity but I’m thinking it’d make a few peoples’ lives easier without having to go in there. It’s just.. sometimes I hate going into that store. It’s SO big and there are so many people. I don’t like being surrounded by that many and crowds make my anxiety spike.

I can see it’s going to be a great game for all of us (Me, mom, stacy, lisa, kali, alexis) because it’s fun to do the computer version called cooking Academy. We need to get another wiimote though because we want to have cook offs with each other and I’ll end up playing for hours trying to get gold medals on everything. We’re still in the market to get mario kart, mario and sonic at the olympics, mario party 8, paper mario, and maybe a few others too. The wii is such a fun system to have. I REALLY want wii fit too. Especially with that tracking stats and stuff. A more fun way to work out I’d imagine.