I have to work tonight from 11pm-7am and then again tomorrow. I shouldn’t complain but I’m still sick from Wednesday and don’t feel like sitting up all night. I’m glad there’s no one out there with me, I’m not much in the mood for socializing tonight. Hopefully I’ll get a few guests though so I’ll stay somewhat busy. If not, I’m taking my brothers PSP with me again. So this weekend I’ve got 2 days, next weekend will be 3, and then we just keep going up and up. I do want a weekend off soon though, I miss Randy loads and I need to see him. The LONGEST we’ve ever gone without seeing each other is 18 days and that was in December. I’m not seeing him next weekend b/c I KNOW I’m working already so the earliest I can see him is the 25th of May and if I have to work? Then not until June 8th because June 1st is Splash Lagoon weekend. Wow. :(

This is hard, no doubt. All I can think of 90% of the time is how good it’s going to feel to be able to hug and kiss him without being watched. Just embrace him without worrying that a CO is going to say we’re too close or hugging too long. I’ve got 6 1/2 months to go but on the good note, on June 1st we’ll officially be halfway through all of this crap. I paid GTL $75 today too so that’s a guarantee that my phone is paid up until mid June. I just talked to him actually, I worry about him in there. He is always so down and out and I can’t change that no matter WHAT I do. It’s all on him. 203 days left though as of today, Tuesday gets us out of the 200’s and down to another milestone. We talked about getting married again tonight and I brought up wedding bands and things like location and stuff that we’ve already discussed. Our newest thing though? If you read the last entry you’ll know why but he and I agreed that his family isn’t invited. It might cause problems but it’s OUR wedding and it’s what WE both want.

I’m just about ready to take off for a long night of work though. Have a good evening everyone. :-p