Sometimes I’ve considered getting a payday loan
Well, on the same note as my previous post about emotions and feelings I talked to Randy again. He won’t give me my time alone, he wants/needs to talk to me everyday he says and it’s because he’s afraid that I’m going to end up leaving him or something like that. He is the most insecure person I’ve ever been with, I swear. He keeps saying he needs to see me and I really want to see him too. I have to work this weekend definitely and as far as I know next weekend as well since it’s Memorial Day. I honestly don’t know when I’m going to be able to see him. Before it was an issue that actually had me considering the many Payday Loans that are available. Now that I have the money? It’s an issue of working because I can’t go right after work. I’d end up falling asleep after driving. Knowing me though I’d push myself to go if it turned into that. This is entirely too long to go without seeing him. AND I DON’T LIKE IT [/end childish ranting]