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Well my line was blocked today as I suspected, I called them up and that was the first thing she told me and she gave me a pass code so I could check my account online. I also didn’t have to wait eons for a representative. Then she told me to get my calls back I just had to bring my account under $100 and it was at $119. Sooooo I said alright, checked online and mom came home and I brought it down to $85 and he called 20 minutes later. No waiting times, no issues. Now I have to pay the rest off for my own benefit tomorrow and maybe go over the top so I don’t have to pay it as often. I like being able to check things online like that, it’s way more convenient.

Oh and I tried to call Carrie. At 3:30 her mom said 10 minutes, 3:50 she wasn’t home. It was busy up until like 6:15 and then she was sleeping. If she doesn’t call me tonight like I left the message for them grrr… I’ll get ahold of her eventually. And on another note I’m stressing hardcore about when I’m going to get to see Randy next. Since my brother works everyday that I would be able to go visit him we’re quite S.O.L at the moment. If only life was easy and he lived close by. I could be a little crazy and take off on a Kawasaki Teryx every visiting day and we’d be living in dreamland. Well, as close as we could get to that while he’s incarcerated.

I totally forgot that yesterday Pebbles turned 2 months old. She’s growing so fast. I remember when she was just born, when her eyes first opened, all of that good stuff. Now she runs and plays with Layla and annoys Shadow constantly. She plays tug of war, knows her name when called, and will chase people around. She’s quite fond of stealing socks and slippers or attempting to get into the garbage. She’s also like her mommy in that she loves the attention being on her and sleeps either in my mom’s bed or mine. Like the other two, she has the mentality that she is too good for the floor. Her only problem is that she needs to be lifted up to get on them Her potty training is in the middle. Sometimes she goes outside, others she sneaks off and goes in the entryway or kitchen. At least she’s choosing tile instead of the carpet. Now a few pics of her lately…

Today marks 25 days since I’ve seen Randy, this breaks our previous mark of 18 days by a week. The only good part of that is that I haven’t had to face any COs in their professional gear like the 5.11 police gear that they might wear or their stares and power trips many of them take. I don’t miss that at all.

I’m starting to really feel it now though and the uncertainty of not knowing is grinding on me. He didn’t call me last night either so I’m paranoid that there’s something messed up with the lines since we had so many issues in the first place. *sigh* I guess I’ll find out if he calls me tonight though. *crossing fingers* I was hoping to go and see him on June 1st if I got off work but I’m going to go out on a limb here and assume that I’ll have to work so I have no idea when I will see him next. Gas is probably going to be $4.25 by the time I do.

Today is my 17 month anniversary with Randy. *woo* Next month is our year and a half. Wowza!

Kecia: To answer your question I’d say they weren’t together because he was conceived *by my calculations* in the beginning/mid december and they split right before Thanksgiving.

Warning: TMI possible. Well today I feel even worse than yesterday, w00t I rule. My throat is still killing me and I woke up with snot dripping and my lips feel like sandpaper from being dry since I had to breathe out of my mouth all night long. It’s never ending and my head hurts too like crazy from congestion. I think it’d be a good time to see a doctor but I hate doctors so… bzzt fail. I’ll keep toughing it out like I have the past 2 weeks. However, i’ve gone from clear stuff to thick and yellow mucous now and it’s coming out of my nose AND I’m coughing it up as well. Yummy! *gag*

I got my notarized paper from Randy today that I can fax to Verizon to get my phone turned back on. So tomorrow I’m making a trip to office max and getting that taken care of. Then, after a month I will finally have my cell phone service restored. Awesome? Yes. I also got his divorce papers and will be calling Carrie to set up an official time when she wants me to go down and deliver them. Baby steps in his divorce and we’re almost to the end of it, finally. I think she’s enthused as well because I do believe that her and her boyfriend are looking into getting married as well and that requires a divorce obviously. I know when I go down to deliver them I’ll probably see and hold Dillion not because I think he’s Randy’s but because he’s a cute little kid. I hope that her house isn’t as dirty or disgusting as Randy said it was for his sake. I guess we’ll see what kind of clothes and baby bedding that she has for him next week now won’t we?

I don’t intend on being there very long though, maybe 5 minutes to fill the papers out and then head to the town hall for notarization and adios amiga!

*Whine* I need to feel better. I don’t want to go to work feeling like this. I did play the sims 2 for 11 hours yesterday. Addicted much? Sure thing. Just enjoying doing a lot of nothing while I try and recover