I started on my Lexapro on Monday I think and since then things are… odd to say the least. Maybe it’s just one of those mental deals but I’m having issues sleeping (been up all night long) and I think my anxiety is getting somewhat WORSE. Not to mention I don’t want to eat at all because I get nauseated but if I don’t then I have hunger pains. It’s odd. I’m gonna give it the rest of the month to see if maybe it’s just my body adjusting to it but if not we’ll have to see about getting on something else. I also need to see about getting that sleep aid that my insurance covers from him so I can stop dealing with this crap. It’s not working in my favor especially since I’m sick and have been for 16 days now. Maybe sitting online night and day isn’t helping me any but what can a person do ya know? I’ve been downloading a lot and my ISP is complete crap. I wish I could get something like 2 way satellite internet that doesn’t block ports that my ISP refuses to open. Living in the boonies is crap sometimes.

I’ve also got mad chills and am shivering right now and it’s not even really cold in here. ARGH. What is WRONG with me?