Well I did get to talk to him this morning thankfully but it wasn’t long enough and I broke down and bawled because I just had a moment. I also got my work schedule for next week and guess who has to work friday and saturday again? yes, ME. So I’m calling Rose as soon as she’s in her office because I was supposed to have every other weekend off and I haven’t had one off since I started which was the first weekend in MAY, almost 2 full months. I need to see him, there is no questions about it. He keeps me sane. So let’s hope that phone call goes well otherwise…. well I don’t know right now. Once I do get to do that visit though I need to make sure my jimmy is on the road because my brother is going to be needing to get to work. Thankfully my mom is going to insure it for me, otherwise I’d have to do auto insurance comparison and that never turns out pretty. Being young and having tickets/accidents from the past 3 years = VERY high rates. That will change eventually but for now we’ll rely on good old mommy. I’ll pay her the difference instead.