I’m cold right now and irritated yet I can’t exactly pinpoint WHY. I know I’m agitated with work in general due to a certain coworker just grinding my gears and there were technical problems last night so my supervisor was incredibly cranky and it didn’t make my night very enjoyable. I was also on the verge of falling asleep yet again. I intend on sleeping at LEAST 5 hours today. I’ve been going on like 2 and it is SO not working out in my favor lately. To be honest it’s making me be a royal bitch.

Randy’s family has sunk into a new definition of low in their attempt to sabotage our life together. We think Heather (his sister) wrote a letter to him with a fake address and basically it said that this “guy” had been talking to me and he knew about what happened with “that guy” a few months ago and that I was uncertain about him and blah blah blah and Randy needs to know that I am replacable and it was just a bunch of bash on Amanda in a letter with absolutely no specifics about what this mystery person and I discussed or anything. I cried when I heard this because I’ve been working these past 4 months to earn his trust back and this doesn’t help it at ALL. On a side note I spent like $50 on stuff for him yesterday to bring on Sunday when I get to go see him *FINALLY* and he talked to his parole officer yet again who told him basically to stop worrying, he will be coming home. Once I see the info on the DOC site change that is when I will fully believe it and not a minute beforehand.

Today a bunch of family will be here for a get together/cookout and maybe phase10. I’m not too excited just because I’m tired. I do have some yummy wine coolers to drink today though. But i’m off to kill time until 8:45 so I can go get and cash my check at the grocery store and then come home to get some shut eye.