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Well my visit yesterday went splendidly well but it’s always bittersweet because it’s awesome during and right after but the next few days I just feel blah because I miss him so much. The feelings are suppressed until I see him and the fire all flows back. Another 4 1/2 months of this seems like an eternity but I know in reality it’s not. :-\ Blah, i’ll survive like I always do. It just sucks. We managed to get two pictures taken which I blew up to 8×10 and have them sitting on my desk. We didn’t really talk, it was a 5 hour kissing/hugging fest really. I love the fact that the butterflies are still there and I can look at him and have a permanent smile on my face. The entire visit we smile like crazy and I always leave with my cheeks hurting from it. It’s great. He needs to just come home now.

I worked last night after like 2 hours of sleep. I was exhausted by about 4am so I asked Morgan to let me go to the bathroom and she came outside and asked me if I wanted to go take a nap so I went into the hotel and took a 2 hour nap from 4-6 which irritated my other coworker but Morgan is the supervisor and what she says goes. Mickey is just an old wench. She’s put too many of her unwanted opinions about Randy and I. I have 7 days to work in a row now but that means overtime this upcoming week. I can’t complain too much. It’s roasting outside but I’m chilling in the A/C right now doing too much of nothing. I think I’m going to continue to do just that right now.