We went but I’m in the dumps
Monday, July 14th, 2008We did end up going into the park today at about 3pm. I had a lot of fun with Stacy and Lex. We went on a bunch of rides, ate curly fries with cheese (omg yum), played in the arcade where I stomped Stacy in ddr, and went in the wave pool for awhile as well. I’m quite tired right now considering we stayed until 11 so we could see the laserlight show and fireworks but I really did enjoy myself.
My downer is that I’m more depressed right now than I have been in awhile. I can’t fix the reason it’s here, all I can do is deal with it and right now I think I might curl up in a ball in my bed and just cry it out. I can’t talk to him due to financial issues and excessive use of the phone so he’s out of contact until Friday and seeing all the couples together today made it 209873x worse. We have exactly 4 1/2 months as of today (after midnight, July 14th) until he comes home. It’s 4 1/2 months too long though.
