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Stacy is here, yet again. She basically lives here I swear but it’s alright because she’s a riot to hang around. We’ve been discussing camping every waking moment though. We’re working on making sure we’ve got everything needed, money included, and determining who is coming and where everyone is sleeping. It’s so hectic in planning but I cannot WAIT to go. I need my vacation. I need to buy a comfy chair and a sleeping bag still which I was going to buy this week but I splurged on my bike instead.

P.S. Did you know that you can look online and get approved for some Personal Loans Quick. Personally the only thing I’m looking up online anymore is computer parts or chatting with friends. I don’t need anymore debt, I think I’ve learned my lesson and will be paying for it on my credit report for a few years to come now.

I think my brother has some serious anger issues. It’s nearly impossible for him to do anything without getting extremely outraged and he’ll either flip out on someone or he’ll have this tone to his voice which indicates you’d better stay away from me or else you’re going to walk away like the headless horseman. I dread talking to him a lot of the time because his attitude is so incredibly negative and that energy is something I need to avoid. My situation is negative enough without any extra added influences. My mom and I are both theorizing that it might be due to my dad being an alcoholic and therefore he doesn’t have a father figure to look up to and my older brother and him don’t get along whatsoever which isn’t that shocking. A lot of older and younger brothers fight endlessly.

I need some new shoes. I’ve been wearing the same pair of vans just about every single day since December except for the occasional days that I decide to wear flip flops but those ended up getting chewed up by Pebbles and until I get some new ones I’m S.O.L there as well. I know someone who works at a sporting goods store and can get me a 40% discount so I think I should head over and get a few pair of shoes while I have the opportunity. I dropped a spoonful of pudding into my shoe the other night (don’t ask, please) and now there’s a nice chocolate spot on the white inside my shoe. While I’m at it I ought to look for a pair of work boots for Randy because he has no shoes for when he gets out. They destroyed them when he went into the system. That could pose a problem considering he is getting out in December and there’s a good chance we’ll have snow on the ground. He wears boots 90% of the time anyways.

Even at 20 years old I love to play video games. I play all sorts whether they’re the simple minded games found online and are so simple yet so entertaining for hours or the more well known ones like warcraft (NOT WORLD), starcraft, or the Sims 2. I think we can all agree that just about any game can be addicting to the right person. I felt like I was walking around in a big circle in WoW the one time I tried it while my one brother thinks the Sims2 is extremely boring or Diner Dash is too mind numbing to get into. To each their own I say. Variety is the true spice of life. If we were all the same and liked the same things we’d all be living in a robot land.

I get 12 Ambien a month through my insurance company and only take them when I’m not working. I’m hoping that I can build up a steady supply so that when November comes and I’m no longer working at all I can have enough to have one every night. This will ensure I don’t have sleeping issues all month long especially the month before he comes home. I did manage to get 14 hours of sleep last night after taking one though. I still feel groggy though. I will say the best way to wake up is by coming downstairs and within the first 10 minutes having the phone ring and hearing “Hello there beautiful”. Instant smile on my face

And to those of you who have to wear medical jewelry you ought to ensure that it’s visible and you can also find some stuff that is pretty stylish for being medical jewelry after all.