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• @Synthesia LMFAO. You meet some weirdos.. #
• @Antigone Aww, how considerate of you. :-p #
• I just put on a hoodie and covered up with a fleece blanket. Oh how do I love autumn. #
• @kissmykitty Hahahahaha. Sounds like my dog last night. They are nasty animals sometimes. #
• @mzkitty you want a map? Google it. LOL. I’m lame, I know. sorrrrrry #
• I could live off of captain crunch. Mmm. #
• It’s 8am and I’m not sleeping. Problem? Sure. Ugh stupid headache and insomnia. #
• I feel so bad for him. He’s hurting and I can’t help him. While he may be an ex I do care. #
• 30 articles on debt consolidation. That’s some sexy stuff right there. #
• I just went to pour my mountain dew into my glass. I almost poured it in the candle. Way to go Amanda. #
• @sophistique here. I’ll share. I have 3 2 liters setting by my desk. #
• I’ve got 8/30 done and have 3 days. I’m doing alright I think. Time to go with mommy now. Fun wow. #
• I got that converter box today. Need outside antennae. This suuucks #
• K.. bought a flat panel monitor on ebay. Arrived and doesn’t even power on. Lovely. I better not deal with any issues getting a refund #
• @Synthesia getafreelancer.com #
• K so I turn off the AC I burn up. Turn it off I freeze. LAMESAUCE. Oh, and I’m on article 13/30 on debt consolidation. BOOOOORING #

I’m about to head to bed and stuff but I just wanted to say that Randy’s officer showed up tonight and from the looks of it and what he said, Randy won’t have a problem coming home here. So the fears I had and thoughts of needing to get an apartment just disappeared. I suppose now I can use that saved up money to get my license reinstated along with saving up for a car now. I’m SO EXCITED!! That was a major stressor for both of us and now it is GONE. He said if something came up they’d put him in a motel room for a bit until he got a job and they wouldn’t hold him past his date.

Thanks for all the comments yesterday everyone. I wasn’t aware that I had that many readers. :-p I mailed that letter out to Randy today so hopefully he’ll get it probably Friday if the mail is slow, Thursday if it decides to be speedy.

I’ve been dealing with horrid insomnia these past 2 days. I’ve been sleeping in 3-4 hour spurts every so often. Tossing and turning like it’s nobody’s business. I have a horrible headache from it. Ambien isn’t even working for me. I wish I could pinpoint what was wrong.

It’s October tomorrow. Hmm. Many people are like yay time is going by. I’m like BLAH it needs to be December plz? I’m definitely not looking forward to the cold weather though. It’s only 55 out and brrr. Very breezy and dark. Too dreary for my liking I must say. I only have 6 more days left of work before the season ends. It makes me sad. I’m going to miss my girls. I am proud of myself though. In 6 months I never called in, never was late, and I even worked extra shifts whenever I was asked.

Being that I’ve had massive boredom issues lately I scored a few projects on GAF and will probably work on them shortly. Once I complete them it’s another $60 i’ll have in my little savings fund which just topped $300. If I don’t have to get an apartment then I’ll probably use it towards a car since it’s kind of important to have one. Only $1700 more to go since I’m looking to spend about $2,000 max. I’ll get there eventually.

My nerves are still going haywire over this paternity test. Like I say, I wonder if baby clothes are in our future or not. I want to say he’s not the father but it’s always there in the back of my mind. It’s not going to change anything between us but it’s going to open a door that we really don’t want to venture to just yet. This 4-6 week thing is crap though. On Maury they can do it in 24 hours. Pfffft! The next court date is November 6th and he should get something in the mail before then but if he doesn’t then it will just be continued. I’m kind of looking forward to any court dates once he gets home. Maybe it’s just the fact that Carrie has never seen us together and I have this hatred for her because of her behavior. I want to be able to stroll in right next to him. This paternity is also important because once it’s determined his divorce can be finalized. Thankfully…

• @Kecia08 We’re doing better now. Just a minor insecurity deal. I want you tooo, we need to talk more. #
• I took an Ambien and holy high feeling #
• I slept from like 11 till 2am after I took an AMBIEN. WHATTTTTTT? I hate my body. Sleeping in 2-3 hour increments sucks. #
• http://tinyurl.com/4yfjek

  Little brother wrote a letter to Randy. Awww #

• Going to attempt sleep. #
• @sophistique I find studying hitler to be fascinating for some reason. Not that I agree with his ideas but history is interesting to me. #
• Playing ps2. It’s been awhile #
• I’m thinking it’s nap time. I’m dragging right now. Blagh. #
• I’m thinking it’s nap time. I’m dragging right now. Blagh. #

Ryan (my 11, soon to be 12) year old brother wrote Randy a letter today. It was … it brought tears to my eyes and I think it’s going to have a huge impact on him when he reads it. Here it goes.

Dear Randy,

How have you been big bro? How you been holding up? I’ve been good and excited that there is only 64 days left till you get out. I’ve been holding up good and remember that when Amanda ever does anything bad I’ll tell you (lol)When you get home we could hang out all the time and play video games. I can’t wait till you actually do get home. You can eat some of Amanda’s potato soup which is like incredible. We can spend Christmas together this year. I also colored a few halloween pictures for you. When you get home we can play black, NFS, crash, GH3, Blizzard games. We can play PS3, PS2, and gamecube. Next year we can hang out on each others’ birthdays. We can play football, volleyball, baseball, and other sports and go bike riding. I miss my brother. Also we can listen to Metallica. I did when I wrote this letter from “One” … and justice for all. I can’t wait to see you. It’s not that long away but it feels like you’ve been there forever. Hopefully you don’t do any other stupid things to lead you back to prison. All I know is that I miss you so much. I’ve gone almost a year without seeing my brother. All I’ve done is talk on the phone sometimes when Amanda isn’t home. Also Amanda doesn’t want me to go get you on Dec 1st so I’m not going when they come get you. I miss you so much.

Love,
Your little bro

Awwwwwwwww