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My ex was here for a bit tonight and he hung out w/ me and his 3 friends. I guess his girlfriend broke up with him or some shit like that and he’s all depressed. IDK. I wonder what I ever saw in him, as have many other people who used to read my blog. Haha. At one point he asked me if it came down to it and he had no place to live… and it quickly got squashed with a NO NO NO NO NOOOOOOOOOOOO WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. I’m not even entering that ground. Otherwise today was warm but dull… nothing interesting going on and time went by relatively fast. I do think I want to try and play some amplitude for a bit if I can but my brother might be watching tv… We’ll see.

Oooook. Well my healing is still progressing as usual. I made an appointment for Wednesday to get my staples out. I have an appointment at mental health for an evaluation on Wednesday at 8:45 and then my appt to get these out is at 10. So I can get both done on the same trip. Painwise I’m doing pretty well. I can walk around on my own, get in and out of my WATERBED (that couch was SO uncomfortable), and basically do everything on my own. I get a bit of help if I really need it like reaching for something but I’m pretty self sufficient. I don’t like feeling like an invalid.

As for going to see Randy… there’s a good chance I will be able to. Randy’s mom doesn’t work at IGA anymore so there won’t be any visiting for her BUT I asked my mom last night and she said “We’ll see” which is a lot better than a “No” and if you know my mom… I can push and push to get her to. So I’m gonna say I’ll be seeing him tomorrow. I also made sure the guards will let me in and they said as long as I show my stomach they will let me past the detectors. I’m excited, especially since we haven’t talked since Monday. *dancing around anxiously*

Off to go play amplitude on my ps2 now… and enjoy the little edge that Darvocet is giving me.